I guess it's a calculated risk. I mean, anyone that I would be intimate with would by then know that I'm not in to calling a woman "bitch" just to disrepect or demean her and that it only happened as part of role-playing sex. But still...that one's not as easy to laugh off as "I love your HUGE cunt!" was. lmfao

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.