Well Diva...I ve read that apart from sex, you like "orgasms self- induced-daily!" too.

So what do you prefer, being there alone masturbating or know that someone is on the other side of the connection doing the same as you make him/her being horny?

And believe me the second, third,etc..time with someone is better because he/she already knows what u like to read and what makes you horny...and writes exactly what u would like to do...imagine it like an interactive story...just for you...written line by line...

And after all since you like to watch a man who jerks off all you have to do is to ask him to start his web cam and u ll see him in front of you jerking off his cock...wont that make you honry?

As you said...maybe it is time to change the group in which you belong in...at least try and make your decision then...

good luck with your try...kisses