native.baby,

You feel alone, but you are not. I have included links below to three support groups who know how you feel and can help you. “There is no worse feeling than that of being alone and helpless. This applies to the families of those who are incarcerated just as much as it does to those behind the walls.”

I hope one of these is right for you.

http://www.centerforce.org/families/support.cfm

http://dailystrength.org/support/Re...CFRGsGgod2R4B0Q

http://www.prisontalk.com/

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Eudaimonia