I have a guilty secret of a sexual nature - I have others of a non-sexual nature as well!

Although in a long standing hetero relationship, one of my secret pleasures is to go to a bi/gay men's sauna from time to time. I like to join in the fun in the Dark Room - and it does mean dark in the literal sense. There are no names,faces or pack drill - just the touch, feel and pleasuring of naked bodies - enhanced by its anonymity and the sense that all are there for the same thing - physical sexual pleasure with no other demands. Even worse I do not feel real guilt about my visits.