I'm so bummed out.....I HATE my job. I'm a teacher in excess for 4 years already so what are the odds of my finding something permanent now. I've had to take today off on a liquid diet because I'm having a colonoscopy tomorrow morning, so I'll be back to work on Thursday......I'm looking for something outside the bd. of ed. but not finding anything there either...

My new guy is the ONLY good thing in my life now, besides my kids of course, and he's resistant to the idea of seeing me more that twice a week.....he's having issues of his own that have to do with the women in his past....I'm the first one he's been with in 2 years.....I understand that he doesn't want to get hurt again but.....................

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!!!!

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