I've decided that if I can't identify one major driving force, I'll at least concentrate on recognizing what my "wild rabbit of the day" is. Today, it's the pursuit of setting things straight with the new property so I won't have as many issues going forward.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.