hmm i had the same kind of thing.. as i said in another thread i have a brilliant relationship with my brother but that only started around 15/16 when i was 11 or 12/13 i used to hear my brother having sex with his girlfriend (they either left their bedroom door open or it was so loud i could here it through my bedroom wall) and wished he would invite me in to join in.

probably my biggest sexual desire has been and may be for a while longer to have sex with my cousins, theyre all girls 17, 19 and 22 and half filipino and are some of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen.

alot of people in the real world would slate me if i told them that desire but they dont get that i dont want to make LOVE to them, i dont want to marry them or have kids with em... all i want is to have sex with some of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen.

its like this... porn stars, id fuck em if i liked the look of em but i wouldnt marry em or have kids with them