I'm in a relationship and have an adequate sex life. I masturbate once or twice a week just because it feels good. It's kind of like a pressure release valve. ha ha

We had great sex Saturday night, and again on Monday morning yet I found myself rubbing one out Monday night. Not because I needed more sex, but I think, more because I just felt the urge to touch myself.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.