(((Axe)))
That is scary, but you did realize what you were saying and you told him to leave. Good for you. It is not uncommon to blurt out something you don't mean in a heated moment and it seems that is what happened. I am sorry to hear that your relationship is over... better over than being an abusive one though.

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In memory of my friend skip...
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