In the morning, as she brushed her hair, she was trying to recognize her own reflection in the mirror. She did not recognize herself. She wanted it to happen. How could this be? She had orginally planned on waiting for marriage until her "true love" showed no signs of a real future. Still, she wanted all of the good and simple things in life: children, a garden, holidays, family vacations to the Grande Canyon..... but this person in the mirror... all she could see was sex, lust. she looked across the campus through the mini-blinds, desperately searching for a sign of him, his car... whatever. She just waited there, panitless and anxious.