You don't think you "pushed " your self upon him did you?
Girlllll get ahold of yourself............ A'll I read was "DESPERATE" and I didn't read everything you wrote.....didn't have to.
FUCK HIM! Go get another! There's plenty more out there.....You do NOT need to beg for someones attention. :hug:
Sweetheart......hold your head up high and love yourself.
You don't deserve having to feel like that.

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