Oh, why did I look? Now I'm going to sit around thinking about it for the next 42 years!

I'm afraid I'm expected to decend to hell on January 25, 2045 at the barely mature age of 77 years old.

I'm expected to pass on under the following circumstances:

Cancer (24%)
Heart Attack (21%)
Electrolysis (12%)
Alien Abduction (5%)
Auto-Fellatio (5%)

Can anyone picture a 77 year old hairless man with an alien probe in his sphincter expiring of a heart attack while giving himself a hummer? That's me.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.