LMFAO!!!!!!! You don't mince words, do ya Red? ha ha

I totally understand and agree with your analysis of anal play. I enjoy the hell out of it, not because of any kind of humiliation, but because it feels pretty fucking good. And yes, there's a certain thrill that comes with the taboo of it.

Good luck on your search!

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.