I have to admit I wasn't thinking anything sexy. The first time, when I was standing, I was thinking, "huh. I thought it would dribble down my leg, but it isn't." The second time, I had to go so bad I was mainly thinking, "ahhhhh, that's good." I was also concentrating on where it was going. I did not have a problem starting a flow - maybe a little the first time, but the second time I really had to go, so that was no problem. It helped to have some champagne first, and plenty of water.

I didn't feel I was degrading him, but he may have felt that way - I am not sure. It was fun to do something new sexually, and I'm glad I did it. I hope this answers your question, kerela!