okay it kills me to say that because she truely is a beautiful woman. I've been helping her with self esteem issues ever since we met. As I said she is absolutely beautiful ... it's just that far more beautiful inside than out.

This has never bothered me before because up until now I've had no temptation. Now enters Moe (for Melissa), sister of a neighbor. I wish my wife looked like her.

Because of this I find myself thinking of infideality. I have only cheated once on a woman and that was unfourtunately her.
NOTE: I use the term "cheated" loosly. We seperated temporarily earlier in our relationship. I held off on doing anything more than feeling her up until after my wife and I seperated.

I have what seems to be unusually high morals and cheating is right at the top. Because of this I tend to be willing to be her slave almost. I don't really mind it most of the times and it's the least I can do.

I don't know what the hell's matter with me, I'm so damn confused!

any advice would be welcome, well duh'
Thanx