It's been about 4 days since that incredible night, and we, as usual are acting like honeymooners. Our friends think that we are "sickening". I have to laugh when they say this, but I suppose that the extra attention that we are always giving each other makes it this way. I tell them when they ask that we are building a relationship of total honesty and commitment to each others needs and wants. They just shake their heads at me and laugh! Yeah girl! you just suck his dick like a pro probably!, more laughs. I usually just smile and say "something like that" and keep on going. If only they knew!

Every time I think about the other night, my pussy begins that deep vibration beginning at my clit, and my panties are flooded again. So, I have been spending the day trying not to think about it. Flowers arrived on Monday morning with a lovely card that read "Cerise, I am falling more and more in love with you as the days go by, and it's been three years. Always yours, Trevor" Never mind the fact that he's asked me to marry him at least twelve times in the last three years, it's the fact that some part of me feels that something drastic will change....now, my rational mind says "like what?...you've lived together for three years!" And my body....hell, I'm not even gonna listen to my body. I'd have married him the day I met him if I listened to my body!
I had just never told Trevor in words that I loved him. I do, I always have. I don't know what it is that I am afraid of. And right now, I'm going to worry about the roast I've put in the oven...we can talk over dinner. It's time to put the man and myself, out of our collective misery.

I was in the mood for music as I went to take my afternoon shower. So, I put on Alicia Keys. Came out of the shower singing "Fallin' and stood at my dresser while applying oil to my body. Reminiscing about Friday evening, I moved to the bed without thinking. My hands were his as I touched myself all over beginning at my neck and traveling slowly down my body....rocking from side to side with absolute need of him, I returned to settle comfortably on my back as my left hand found my breast and tightly squeezed a nipple. My right hand reached down and began a soft slow stroke around my clit. I moaned out my pleasure and need as I brought myself to a shuddering orgasm, yelling out my love for him in the process.

A while later, back in the kitchen preparing the rest of dinner, I had an idea for another type of evening for him....I would dance for him! While the rolls baked, I decided to get into an outfit suitable for dancing for my man. Good lord! I hadn't worn anything like this for a while! I covered up with jeans and a black vest over a black lace top. Me being in heels wasn't anything new, so I wouldn't be giving anything away too soon. This was going to be fun! I heard the front door open and went to greet him...

Dinner turned out to be more than I expected though. He was very quiet, looking at me intently. I shivered with lust and uncertainty all at the same time. He smiled a private smile and said "Cerise, we need to talk." My only thought was 'oh shit, here it comes...'. I laid down my fork, appetite completely gone. I knew what was coming and was not prepared for it in the least! My face was completely drained, I could feel it. My heart died in an instant. It was over. Trevor jumped up and came to me and took my hand. Instead of raising me up, he placed a hand on my knee, and lowered himself so that he met me eye to eye...giving me no room to escape. He quickly placed both hands on both sides of my face and said "baby no! it's not what you are thinking!" My eyes were swimming in a pool of tears and suddenly he grabbed me. "Cerise!...baby don't cry! well, not these tears." I completely broke down at that point..."Trevor, just go! Please, don't even say it. Just leave." He raised my head, looking at me solemnly, and then busted out laughing!
"Woman, I am trying to stay! Forever!" He raised my hand and reached into his breast pocket and slid a brilliant marquis cut diamond ring on my left ring finger. I was speechless. And then I started crying again....first for being an idiot, and then because I knew I was about to tell this man I loved him and wanted to marry him. "Baby, are you gonna cry every time I say we need to talk?" , he asked chuckling.
I hiccuped and sniffed...."err, I don't know!" we both laughed, he dried my tears and sat back...."well my beautiful woman.....will you complete my life?", his face was a study of expectant hope and paralyzing fear at that moment.

I must admit that the devilish streak I possess came into play right then. I said, "Baby, I have something for you...and I believe it will answer your question better than any ol' mundane and trivial word that comes with the English language, if you would come into the living room, I will consider putting you out of your apparent misery." (Yes, I am a confirmed wise-ass!)

I pressed a button on the CD player and told him to fix us both a strong drink and to have a seat...I closed the curtains and walked out of the room. I stepped out of my jeans, and vest...replaced my heels with gold-tipped stilettos and peeked out from behind a tall plant to see if he was seated. He was seated comfortably on the deep cushioned couch with a drink in his hand, taking a sip he leaned forward to put the drink down on the table as I strode into the room on spiked heels, and he froze. Mouth open, eyes wide...the biggest grin I had ever seen on this man's face appeared to greet me!

Heavy bass, rap music filled the air around us, I did a sexy sashay over to the bar and retrieved my drink, taking a healthy gulp to sustain me as I watched him. He looked to be in fascinated awe of the Cerise he never saw-standing before him. God! he was such a beautiful man! The intro to the next song was coming...I was not playing tonight! I pulled him up and danced around him...sexy, cool and confident....I kissed him deeply and pushed him onto the couch. Walking in between his legs and then turning around, I showed him my round light brown ass gripping a black and gold g-string, bending over while swaying to the beat of the music, I pushed the table forward and turned, still dancing to hand him his drink. I then turned again and stepped up on the table and began the hottest dance routine I could create. I basically danced the way I felt. Like the sexiest, most loved woman in the world.

I was wearing a garter belt and black lace stockings, which I removed while on the table.....I got down and walked over to him and said "Please, no touching the dancer..." and straddled his lap. He obeyed, and placed his arms on the back of the couch, once again submitting himself to me and my wishes. I leaned into him as I unfastened my gold and black push-up bra from the back...sliding my hands forward to cup my large breasts and remove the lace at the same time. I dropped this on the couch and leaned forward to brush my nipples over his face! His dick was raising me up farther and farther off of his lap. For a moment I was glad his pants were still on because I was really getting into turning my man on! I slid neatly backward off of his lap, letting my nails run down him hard as I moved back and stood again.

I deftly grabbed the remote for the CD and hit another cue button, and a beat, totally made for fucking came on....because this was what I was going to start his evening with. I dropped the remote and rolled over onto the table, still dancing...gyrating and thrusting as I went...straight over onto the other side, and turned the table to an angle. Inspiration struck, and I would not stop for anything once I started! Still dancing, I turned my back to him, popping my ass and grinding like I had never done before. Wet from the thoughts that ran through my head....I danced around the table, watching him as he freed himself from his pants. My mouth watered, but I remained on my mission....


Placing my hands on my body as I danced, I was overwhelmed with my need for him once again....and I lay on the table, and got off right in front of him. Pinching my nipples, sucking on my fingers and rubbing my clit. I heard "oh shiiiit!" and turned my head towards him....He was stroking himself for me, long and slow.


I took the fingers that were working on my clit and licked them, not really needing to, before sticking them into my soaking wet pussy. He was enjoying this full view enormously! He stroked harder and faster, and I finger fucked myself faster, my left hand playing with my clit at the same time.....we were both "there" when I told him what he needed to do to me.
"Trevor, you need to fuck this pussy hard and deep, NOW!....or you're gonna have to wait until our wedding night." He stood to remove his clothes, but I stood and brushed his hand away and began unbuttoning clothes. He leaned in and kissed me with a passion I didn't know he possessed, brushed my hands away and ripped his shirt off. Buttons popping, seams ripping....

Something snapped in each of us at that moment.....and our sexual natures each took over at that point. "Fuck me baby--fuck me Trevor!...please!" Breathing hard, kissing harder, we were both sweating and trembling. We were grabbing each other, he was pulling my hair as he kissed, sucked and bit his way from my lips to my neck. I was moaning loudly, I couldn't stop...his hands were all over me....I pushed him violently away and dropped to my knees. Taking him in my mouth like a woman dying of thirst I sucked his rock hard cock as he pulled my hair and yelled "fuck you Cerise! -baby no!" He pulled me up by my hair, and it just served to make me hotter. We kissed so hard it almost hurt...each of us holding on so tight we were digging nails into each other. I pulled away and leaned over the arm of the couch...offering my ass to him, I wanted him buried inside of me, and I told him so. "Baby, I don't care if we break the fucking couch, but please! fuck me and fuck me hard!" I was barely able to catch my breath before he grabbed my hips and brought me up a little higher. Trevor slammed into me with the force of ten men and I yelled "oh fuck yes!" Hard belly slapping my ass, hands grabbing and holding onto my ass cheeks, raising them up and wider, balls bouncing off my inner thighs and slapping my clit... I was gushing cum like I never had before.

Both of us dripping wet from the sweat, he leaned in, still fucking me with all of his might and grabbed my hair and pulled me back and up to kiss him....out wet tongues doing a primal dance. Mouths open, tongues rolling, each breathing and moaning loudly....I was in absolute fucking lust-love with this man, and it seemed that my body wanted more. I bent down, holding onto my own legs, around my knees while he continued to fuck me from behind. "You want me in your ass baby?" he panted....I almost exploded on the spot. We had never done this before, and he was quite large and long. I didn't care, but I thought first to ease into it. "Your fingers first baby"...he slid one long finger into my ass and I thought I would lose complete control as began finger fucking my ass in an opposite stroke that his cock was going in my pussy! He began working my body like a piston. His dick was titanium steel hard, and I was just a never ending river of cum. He had two fingers in my ass now and I was screaming out my orgasms. I had to tell him that I couldn't take him in my ass at that point, but not to stop! I was rubbing furiously on my clit....and between my clit, my pussy and my ass...the friction, the pounding, and the constant cumming....my body seemed as if I couldn't open enough for him, I couldn't get any closer to him and I screamed out another orgasm, and Trevor yelled right along with me.


We collapsed onto the couch...him laying on my back. Both of us unable to speak, trying in vain to catch our breath. The sweat pouring off of each of us to pour in rivers down the edges of the couch....


I awoke with a start as a very warm washcloth bathed me...he turned me over and placed a gentle kiss on my mouth and bathed the front of me. We just stared into each others eyes, unable to speak for the longest time. When he finished bathing me, he gathered me into his arms and pulled me into him. We lay there just staring at one another, no words. He then gave me the most romantic and sensual kiss I have ever received in my life. Slowly deepening it, he rolled with me onto my back and slipped gently into me. So slow and deliberate that a whole new feeling rushed up within me. It was so tender and sweet, bringing tears to my eyes. Tears streamed down both of our faces as we continued to kiss lightly and then deeper, and he continued to love me slowly and deeply.

For a very long time, we made love with each other this way...crying as we did.

That was the depth of emotion our love held.

We had made a deeper connection.

And I said yes.


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