.. .. .. or even a bit sick?
Some may remember the pics I posted here with Celticangel some 15 years ago (FIFTEEN years?
), but a few years before
that, I had made a home video with my then-wife, which was not, and never will be, for public consumption.
Aaaanywaaaay - originally, it was filmed on a Sony camcorder and I kept it on the original tape for many years, mostly because the camera was squirrelled away in the back of a cupboard and never saw the light of day. However a few years ago, my daughter wanted to watch all the films I had of her and her mum, this some 4 years after she died.
Yep, you read that right.
So, as there was some footage of them together on that tape, I managed to transfer it to a DVD and delete it from the tape so my daughter could watch it, which took place and all was OK.
I then lost track of the (unlabeled) DVD and assumed I had thrown it out in one of my occasional purges of "stuff", however when looking for something else last night - I found it!
So today, I watched it. 29 minutes of one-on-one lovin' between two people who, at the time loved each other massively and loved sex just as much, and it was a HUGE turn on for me to see her again.
Now, we split in 2001, finally divorced in 2007 and she died in 2011. In all that time I never once felt the lust for her I did in that film, yet today I couldn't help wonder - "What if?"
Ah, my head's all over the place right now, not even sure what I'm writing here or if it makes any sense whatsoever. Should probably put the beer away too, huh?
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