I lost my virginity at the ripe old age of 9. Definitely not by choice but did happen.

When I was 12 or 13 a girl friend of mine and I rubbed on each other. We had our clothes on but would rub on each other's pussy to where you got that tingling sensation.

I moved out of my parents house at the age of 14 and lived on the streets until I found somewhere to go.

My first boyfriend committed suicide with a hand gun to the head.

And my biggest secret to this day ....
Posting pics on this site and having close relations to a person online.
Shhhhh don't tell.
-Summer

Summer...

all of that.. tragic.. interesting... and revealing stuff... is all part of what makes you who you are... and ultimately why you are adored here

Like I said earlier in the thread... I am in awe of everyone here.. .

Why thank you.
-Summer

MMMM, I actually skipped over this thread several times but I just starting reading some of the things shared here.
What's my big secret?

First, contrary to what most of my posts indicate, I am .... and you may not believe it but, I am really a nice guy. Very few people here have actually cut through my sarcastic/cynical/sardonic persona. But they know and, well, now I guess all of you do too.

Second, well, I too have been having "close relations to a person online." It is something that I never thought would happen when I first came here and I am completely surprised that it did. But, I am glad about it.

*deep breaths, deep breaths*

OK, well, now I must go be rude and insensitive for a few minutes to regain my composure.

LOL

CK

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"Women, you can't live with them ... pass the beer nuts." - Norm Peterson (George Wednt) on Cheers

"Sometimes you just have to say, what the fuck." - Tom Cruise in Risky Business

"It tastes so good. Once it hits your lips." - Frank the Tank in Old School

jjjjbo;Lixy;and I'm SURE others.Don't let the alcoholic parent thing
bother you.As a recovering alcoholic;I can tell you;that there are
alot more alcoholics;then you think!The steriotype;is someone in
in a dirty overcoat;needing a shave,dirty,and his bottle in a paper
-bag.I have been thru MANY detox centers.You see priests,
lawyers,politicians,cops,firemen,postmen,housewife s,etc.Now I
realise that they all affect many people.Yesterday;was 10yrs4mo
for me;but I realise now;that you aren't going to quit until you're
ready inside.You have to WANT TO! Irish
P.S.The road to hell;is paved with good intentions!Pardon my rambling on.It is a very personal thing with me!Thank God that I
had a wife&kids;who loved me enough to stick by me!

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(Harley Davidson & the Marlboro Man)

Irish thanks for your words .... I long ago came to terms with the alcoholism and along the way have learned some really incredible lessons .... it doesn't make sense, but I'm more innocent, trusting and giving and so many other "good" things in my 40's then I ever could have been in my 20's - that is because I had to come to terms with my personal demons and make a concsious choice of who and how I want to be because of or inspite of my personal life history.

I had a friend once tell me they never could have survived (mentally) with all I had gone through .... that amazed me ... we all go through what we go through .... my life has never seemed all that difficult in the living of it - still doesn't - I know of and have read here of so many more difficult situations, at least in my viewpoint.....but it is an interesting thing that, at least it seems to me, we are given a way to learn what we need to in order to get through our own struggles and much of that comes from the people who touch our lives. Many Pixies people have become that for me. Thanks everyone!!!!

Pixies is my "deep dark secret." In my "normal" every day life, I am a "good little girl!"

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Congratulations, Irish!

I wish everyone here as much success in confronting and controlling their "demons".



My secret is none too deep nor dark...

I was married to someone for several years and only a half dozen people knew it. (Although I'm close to my family -parents and siblings- no one ever knew)

Sexual secrets? none that I know of... unless ya'll know something I don't.

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