what did i do now?

~nikki~

Oldfart, I know there are many words and phrases that mean different things in your country and mine. I didn't think 'hang in there' was one of them.

When I read that Danziggy was thinking of suicide it really upset me to the point of crying for this man I don't even know. To think that some one feels their life is so bad that death is the only way to fix it is beyond anything I can imagine.

It left me not knowing what to say. I was speechless and could only come up with a big hug and 'please hang in there' to try & show I cared. I meant 'hang in there' to mean do not commit suicide. I did not intend to imply that he either remain or leave his current situtation. Just hang onto his life. It is worth living and when you've reached rock bottom, 'up' to better/happier times is the only way you'll have. Fight for your happiness, your son's happiness.....

Fight for your life and do what you need to do to make it better. Weather that means stay where you are or start all over remains to be seen and is not for any of us to say. Danziggy, you do whats best for you but do not give up your life. *hugs*

I guess I wasn't so speechless today... lmao.

oooooooo so thats what Oldfart was on about, oldfart, danziggy i ment excatly the same as teddy bear. not any thing else, im sorry if it may have been taken in the wrong way

~nikki~

Hey guys i didnt mean for any of you to fight. Am sorry.

I am touched by the response I have recieved. I once again thank everyone here for making me feel as there hope and all is certanly not lost.

danziggy hun we aint fighting just clearin up a confussing issue, dif things mean dif things to dif ppl , and i was concerned that oldfart didnt understand me , i do hope ur ok and take careof urself and feel freee to come to us w what ever u need hun even if it just to vent. (((((((((HUGGS)))))))))))))

~nikki~

(((((((((danziggy)))))))))))

Hope this finds you in a better frame of mind! I'm catching up on threads gone by and caught this one and my heart bleeds for you hun! Please know that "tomorrow" is always ahead of us and things can change on a dime with the luxury of time. Ending your life is not an option! What if tomorrow held the perfect answer for you? You'd never know it if you were gone!

Please keep us updated and please feel free to PM me if you need a shoulder! Hang in there sweety!