Much better choice

Geez, I think I'm probably the worst at developing feelings for those I truly enjoy reading here. Of course I've dealt with online relations long enough to know others don't always share my attatchment and try to adjust when brushed aside. Hell they don't have to love me back, I'm a mushball... not always the first choice for a friend. I have my picks and they remain special to me.

I have made several friends on Pixies and feel I get too close to them.

~~Some people here understand me better than others. My closeness can be misconstrued...but it's me, so what can I do about it?~~

Do any of you feel the same way? That you get too many feelings involved?

~~Yep...I usually bare it all when I trust someone. It's come back to bite me in the ass!~~

And end up getting hurt?

~~Yep...but life goes on and I live and learn. You can't unrain the thunderstorm. You can't unshine the sun. You can't unbloom the flower. And so I live with what was put out there and take all the good from it...even if the good came from the bad! I've just recently told someone..."I've learned a lot about me from you"...and I meant it!~~