I have never been one that handles the what if's well. Even tho I have a strong belief in everything happens for a reason... and I believe that some prayers are better left unanswered..

I guess that whenever a time machine is finally invented... the line with be DAMN long... LOL.. and since I hate long lines.. I would probably pass. ;)


On a personal note.... yes bigmack... you are the catalyst of my nostalgia.. I knew that exposing you to me here.. would show you all that I have become.. possibly more than you could possibly ever know... maybe more than you could have imagined... maybe with a little disappointment..

no more what if's.. for those will never be.. but we have no way of knowing the future so atleast I have to look forward to whatever that is meant to be........... and like you said last night.. atleast you can brag that you were the first to see my boobs. LOL

Sooooooo bigmack really IS er...was someone in your life?

Cool beans. :D



And welcome to Pixies bigmack. :)

oh yeah.. he most certainly was... and is.. again.. after a long absense.. tho I knew he was always out there somewhere... and would turn up again...

I figured that.... after so long... the best way to expose him to who I have become... was to send him here...

I thought that a BigMac was:Two all beef patties.special sauce,
lettuce,cheese,pickles,onions on a sesame seed bun!I may have left something out.As I get older;my memory;fails me.Welcome;
BigMac. Irish

Irish, LMAO. Came in late and thought what's this about McDonalds?

If I could go back and do one thing differently. I would choose to spend the last day my father was in town with him instead of going off with the boyfriend of the time. After that day, the next time I would see my father would be when he was in a comma that he never came out of.

Other than that I wouldn't dare do a thing differently. I am truly thankful for the person I have become.
-Summer :D

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........Lets get Naaked. Partyyyyyyyyyyy

I'm quite young to have regrets and perhaps this is the arrogance of youth speaking, but when I was about 19 I decided to try to live my life by one rule:

Think carefully about everything that you do and regret nothing.

The thinking behind this came from the fact that you can only make a decision based on the knowledge and experience you have at the time and regret (like guilt) is a wasted emotion.

I figured I'll be happy if I can look back on my life and think to myself 'I did what I thought was right at the time.' You can't ask for more than that. So far this has worked out pretty well for me, and while my life has not been plain sailing, the adversity just serves to make enjoy the good times even more. After all, I'm a damn sight luckier than 95% of the world . . .