08-31-2005, 10:07 PM
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pixie of the wood
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Posts: 10,575
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my first fuck...well that would be my husband 
my first love i remember fondly. i think i always will. but i was lucky and he was a great guy. very sweet and generous and gentlemanly. but i don't feel a tendre for him still, if that's what you mean by 'own a piece of your heart'.
as for the dilema of loving someone else more or less. that' an intesting question and this is how i see it.the heart isn't finite. it doesn't even contol love when you think about it and the capacity of love isn't bound by the strictures of cubic space. i do feel this tough: that if one love gets in the way of another love, or weakens it, or kills it, then it's a problem, but one having more to do with commitment and respect than with allocation. |