Memories of the guy I lost my virginity are the most sketchy of all my relationships actually. There were some good times, and some awful times, which were not directly his or my fault...in the end the relationship fizzled out when I went to Uni and met someone else.

The guy I was seeing before that, however, was the only guy ever to dump me....he was the first guy I ever enjoyed kissing and while we didn't sleep together we went through pretty much all the 'bases' together and he broke my heart when he dumped me after three months without telling me why. So yes, there'll always be a special place in my heart for him....the one that got away.

As for loving someone more, yes you certainly can....I think when you're young, you fall in love with being in love and so the first person to make you feel like that is always special.

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