If I were you honey, I'd go for a vibrator.

Not because vibrations are always the most pleasurable way to go, but if you go for a dildo shaped vibrator, you can always use it without it being switched on and then, hey presto, it's a dildo!

I'd advise to go for something fairly simple and inexpensive first of all, to see how you like it and be prepared to experiment and persevere with it....the vibrating sensation is very strange at first and not one that everyone falls in love with immediately. It takes a bit of getting used to but, I know a lot of people who wouldn't be without them after the initial adjustment period.

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