You've hit a point where "me" seems more important than "we".

You speak of grasping the remaining tatters of youth before the old bastard with the hourglass

takes the rest away.

Youth and satisfying sexual behaviour have nothing to do with whether your wife'll get off in front of you

(or fake it just to please you), but has a lot to do with exploring new things you both want to try together.

You need some clarity.

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