05-16-2006, 08:09 PM
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pixie of the wood
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Join Date: Apr 2004
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well, you already realize it's a self esteem issue, so i'd work on that. maybe you just shouldn't watch porn. when you are comfortable inside your own skin, then you can watch again and enjoy it how it's meant to be enjoyed.
try to remember that it's not a competition, the women chosen by producers are chosen for a reason and airbrushed into oblivion. there is porn out there that stars women who are more like women (as opposed to barbie dolls) but i'm not sure if that would help. maybe you'd just reverse the ridicule onto them instead of yourself. ssdd
i think you just need to work on being ok with what and who you are or work to change that before you'll feel ok with women who personify whatever ideal it is you think you should personify.
do you feel the same way - jealous and inadequate - when you look at ELLE magazine, say, or another woman, perhaps a friend even, who you think looks or acts better then you?
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