My family is a plethora of "fruitcake" activity! JHCOAB! Where does it end? You can't begin to know what's happening with my baby sis and her youngest, and too, her oldest son! Not to mention...the sis right below me in age? HOLY SHIT! Her family is going to hell in a handbasket!

I'm feeling isolated and scared beyond my wits! My life seems so "normal" that I am just waiting "for the other shoe to drop". I know kharma peeps! I know I can't have this "peace" forever. I can't come away from this unscathed. Selfish thinking? You betcha! I'm THERE when they need me...but I'm paranoid (a bit of Mom???) that my turn is next! I put out good! Am I ALWAYS going to get good back? I think NOT!

*ducks the bad kharma*



jenna...I love the stuffin's outta you! Your shoulder's have held me on so many occasions! Please don't let your heart break for me. Instead, keep those prayer's and good thoughts for sis, and somehow know that she can feel your concern! Read my last sig quote. I thought of "us" (Pixies) and especially you when I grabbed it. *hugs*

IWM...Gratefully accepted and right backatcha! *hugs*

jseal...Just knowing you wanted to "talk out loud" with me is soothing! TY hun! Here's hoping...right along with you! *hugs*

OF...True dat! If we could only know "then" what we know now........yada, yada, yada! TY for your concern sweetums! Ya know I love ya for that! *hugs*

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Minds are like parachutes. They only work when they are open.

~Thomas Dewar~