First of all, let me say that I'm sorry to hear that you and your girlfriend are at odds.

Do you think she took the news of this experience extra hard because it came on the heels of having taken and posted pictures?

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.