i have to admit, i don't think you are askig this question just because you're wondering. i can't believe it, but i think you are still trying to justify waiting around for this girl...diana?...to proclaim she loves you afetr all and she knows she did this before but this time for sure...maybekindasorta.

in a different thread you slapped yourself. do that again and this time make sure it sinks in all the way. run. run away. don't call. don't wait for her to call. don't do "wild shit" with her. don't do tame shit with her. don't. she does NOT make you "feel good about yourself". go back through your old posts. read them. she makes you feel like a loser.

relationships between people in love, even people who simply respect each other, ARE NOT like the one you have with this girl. it has nothing to do with exes or getting dumped or getting back together.

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