For many, many, many years. Almost 30, in fact.

My hurried (and often harried) lifestyle have finally made it too difficult to keep time free for it. I miss the mental structure, the workout and the physical contact.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.