just threw them out? no talking? no wondering? no interest? no empathy? except calling you names? wow. i'm floored. with that attitude, i'm not sure there's anything that would help her accept this side of you. there are certainly lots of people, male and female, who have the same fetish...perhaps if she knew that, she wouldn't see you as so "nonuseful" (ouch). you certainly can't force her to accept it or even understand it, like the ladies up there^^^ said, but you can talk. so talk, if she's willing. if she isn't, i frankly don't know what the solution would be. hide it? could mean worse problems in the future. live without it? makes her happy but not you.

if it helps at all, i don't think you're a freak and i don't think it's fair of her to make you feel that way.

all of the above is assuming that you told her. if she had to find it out on her own, then you're prolly dealing with feelings more of betrayal than of disgust. in that case, just give it time and communication.

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some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose