Sweetheart, you're not alone in the not having a 'best friend'. I haven't really had a 'best friend' since I was 16, and I'm not in real contact with any of my school/college friends so I do understand. I think, to be honest, it's a sign of maturity that you don't have friends whose pockets you live in like when you were at school.

I can also relate to the parents thing. It can be very hard to talk to them about stuff as they either 'don't get it' or when you try to really drive the point home, they think you're having a go at them and their parenting skills.

Anyway, we've skirted around the actual problems you're having here, presumably because you don't want to share it with the wider 'public' of Pixies. I know we don't know each other that well or anything, but if you'd like to talk to me, please PM me and we'll swap e-mail addresses. I don't pretend to be an expert on anything, but I'm usually a pretty good listener and despite my outspoken nature here at Pixies, I don't tend to judge.

Take care of yourself sweetie,

Lou
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