I had a really stressful job that took the wind out of my sails, so to speak. I wasn't in the mood for anything. There's still some times when I'm not exactly enthusiastic about being intimate but that's more situational.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.