Dear Steve,

I don't know exactly to which you speak when you say you are "completely fucked"......but try and remember that "IT IS ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE THE LIGHT". This means that when it seems it is at the lowest, worst part of any particular time.......better times are coming and really soon because it couldn't possibly get any worse than it is. Makes sense too because if there is up, then there must be down and vice versa! "TO EVERY ACTION, THERE IS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION". It may not seem like it today.........but better times are coming Steve. It's a scientific fact!

*hugs* Hang in there sweetie......I know it's tough, but please hang in there. No one can destroy you completely if you don't let them!

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Minds are like parachutes. They only work when they are open.

~Thomas Dewar~