Lixy:
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Today I have made an experience about suicide. It gives me a new point of view.
I heard about the granddaughter of some neighbours of my parents that she committed suicide some years ago. I didn´t tell it to my parents, but... she was my first secret love at secondary school
My feelings are a BIG sadness about it. From time to time I thought, how she might be, and I had the wish to see her again. And now that.
When I imagine now being in her place... people thinking about me in this way... oh no, I do not want that.
Thinking now about it: How much would I like to help her, how much would I have tried to give her support, how much I would like to take her into my arms. But it is too late. Nothing I can do. Nothing.
I do not want that. No.

Stefan

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If every material thing is gone, my smile and my tears stay left.