i have a really sweet experience to share with you all but my english is damn poor, hope you all can understand ...

i met a gal over the net 3 months ago and we started it all with cybersex. after she went offline that day, she gave her phone number to me and since then, we started to sms each other through out the day. she called me when i off work on the same day and we had phonesex . she was in Perth during that time where i am in Malaysia. The rate for her to call me it's really cheap and that's why we spend most of our time talking over the phone everyday. i crushed on her after i've seen her couple of times over the webcam. she asked not to do that but i just couldn't control myself. one month ago, she went back to Malaysia but her home town is damn far away from mine and... me.. actually fly to her place to meet her... we spent 2 wonderful days inside my room before i have to rush back in order not to lose my job..

she is coming to my place on 29th of this month..

but she is going back to Perth on Feb, to continue her study there and guess i won't see her again until the end of this year....as if we're still together...

am i happy?? i dunno .....


i just know i feel lonely....