02-20-2003, 01:12 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2002
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Originally posted by TexasTreasure
i wanted it to be more involved i suppose. not just a kiss, a few gropes, a bing and a bang, and thats all she wrote! ....am i making any sense here? yes i had some control in the situation....but i guess you could say i wasnt confident enough to take on that responsibility. and frankly i wasnt expecting it to be over that quickly..i thought i still had some time........i guess i was wrong. the thought that he was a man of ample experience and i was quite the rookie was very intimidating to me. like mentioned before i was concerned about living up to expectations, etc.
but what can i say...u live and u learn right? and really...him knowing it was my first time, i think he could have made some more efforts especially to spend time w/ me (there's more to that story as well...but anyway). but on the other hand..i wasnt going to be the "typical girl" and whine and cry about him hurting my feelings. so i will take the fall on that one too. oh well.
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As I said before, the *ONLY* justification for his conduct is not knowing better and even that falls short on not spending time with you.
Find someone who wants you, not just a little piece of you.
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