Alas, Pixies is my dirty little secret as well. I've grown up in a family where I was always told to be a good girl and of course we didn't talk about sex at home...although it's starting to happen now that my younger brother has hit 16. For quite some time I've wanted to expand my sexual horizons, yet have really been unable to do so until now.
I also have a group of friends that are very awesome, yet very narrow-minded when it comes to sex. Sure, we'll divulge some of our sex life secrets, but of course everyone denies things that go beyond the basics of fucking. Bring up masturbation, and of course they will say they don't do that. One friend who just got engaged won't even tell me if she's lost her virginity yet...she's a good Christian girl of course, and certainly won't live together before marriage either. Now you see what I'm dealing with here. I'm also the ONLY one of my friends that has had more than one sex partner. Go figure.
Recently, I've tried to let out little clues that I'm into much more sexually adventurous topics than they are. When talking about all the reasons to buy a new computer recently, I "jokingly" suggested to a friend that they could post some nude pics on the net. Of course she responded with a look of shock and disgust. I brought up my interest in taking some couples pics with my last boyfriend, and he was taken aback. He told me that I wasn't that type, and was almost offended that I'd want him to get naked online with me.
I too would love to tell my friends how awesome this place really is. It has helped broaden my views and introduced me to a lot of pleasurable things I would not have experienced otherwise. I also feel the site is rather safe and welcoming, the perfect place for the beginner to start...it's certainly much better than these sites that are now being advertised on the banner ads. I would never have started out looking at these.
Thank you Pixies.
I'm sorry I have to keep you secret.
