Just dragged my ass back to the puter for the first time in many a day...glad to see that I am missed, I am missing all of you in a big way too...I've had no real improvement in my illness as yet, although I am pleased to report that my diabetes seems to be under control...having had the high blood sugar for so long seems to have made everything else slow to heal...saw the doc last week, he is testing for some other angles that might explain my constant fatigue and lack of appetite (I have dropped an alarming amount of weight in a few months, I now weigh less than I have ever have as an adult)...unfortunatly Doc is out of his office for the last 3 days, so no updates on that front...
However, just when I thought things couldn't get worse...they did...Tuesday afternoon the company I work for closed down, bought by another printing company, who said they were sorry, but they had no place for me...so now I am unemployed from a trade that is dying out, and not a lot of prospects for a 40-something who needs a lot of re-training...so right now I just wanna go crawl back into my hole, lick my wounds, feel sorry myself, & make the world go away...of course, I have to do this without the help of any chemical or herbal assistance, since you never know when I might have to pee in a cup to get another gig...

....shit...

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