It was a normal night at home. My wife had commandeered the computer so there was no pervin for me. I just sat in the living room reading. I had tried being flirtatious a few hours before with no success and it was approaching 11pm and since I had not been sleeping well decided to take a little Melatonin to get some sleep....and what happens..about 20 minutes later in walks my naked SO saying she is going to take a shower and wants to know if I would like to join her. So i get up and join her. It was just a nice pleasant shower, we washed each other, very little sexual contact. She says she wants to wash her hair and I get out.

I dry off and then go lie on my bed and...yep you guessed it...is now about 30 minutes in and the pills took over....Sleep took me, I have vague memories of being kissed goodnight......I try and try to get her to make a 1st move and then she does it a night I take a sleeping pilll........I am so ashamed....

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Love...the slowest form of suicide.