Thanx for the comments people lol,I'm actually feeling better this morning, somewhat my throat is killing meand it' still far to hot in here lol but I'm feeling a bit more cheerful which is no surprize , talking outloud always makes me feel better a bit

lol as for doing things I'm not the type to sit around and complain that everything sucks while not doing anything, actually at the moment Ive got an appointment to go andsort out what some good career options for someone like myself would be, of course I set up that appointment and I can't get in till the 29th and they said to wait till the first appointment before rushing off doing anything lol so the wait is being a pain in the ass

But hey all good things come in time eh? lol guess I'm just impatient to get back on my feet again, I was rather psyched up about taking the courses and having to wait a month put a big ol damper on things.

But hey like I said, thanx for all the kind words peoples lol It's much appreciated

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