Yes. Without a doubt. Have done so and will continue to do so until the desires are satisfied. I might be bringing them to the grave with me, but I shall not give up. As Daniel Day Lewis said in Last of the Mohicans (his hottest role, according to my wife) "Stay alive. I will find you." Phew, it got warm in here.


Would you let your S/O know about it?

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.