My town has two video stores (neither of which have explicit materials available...so I hear, of course, cause you know I'd never actually seek out such depravity)

The nearest strip club (according to the radio ad's, ha ha) is in Hartford, about 20 minutes from home. They have a topless place and a full nude juice bar (in case your neighborhood grocery mart doesn't have any pineapple juice, of course). In the same parking lot, coincidentally enough, is a 24 hour adult store. Rumor has it, there's penis shaped objects in there that people use to please themselves and each other with!

OK, fine! I've been to each strip club twice and to the adult store a dozen or so times. But I can't find a place close to home to rent porno from!

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