Lilith,

Well I would rather not ask her out.

1) Just talking to her I can see she is too attached to her abusive ex and knowing him they will get back together after he is done having sex with his high school slut.

2) I don't know if you know this but I don't have any money, unless you count a date a sjust hanging out which we did last week.

3) Can you think of a quicker way to get the axe than approval form her mom? This is a 19 y/o girl we are talking about.

4) Why ask when you know the answer already? I am just heart broken because I misread a few of the signs and thought I may have had a chance. I should listen to that voice in my head that says "You are attracted to her, and as a result you will fail miserably at any chance you have."

5) I like the number five. My obession with five has nothing to do with this, but I just like things to be in fives. Heaven help us if I lose a finger or a toe. I would go form being mildly psychotic to being bat shit insane.

Anyways this is how rejection ends up for me. I assume all girls hate me so I never bother asking anyone out. Once or twice a year I meet a girl who isn't completely repulsed by my presence and start having conversations with her. I get my hopes up and well only to find out that she doesn't have the guts to tell me to my face that my personality is so grating and repulsive.

So really even thinking I may have a shot is about on the same level as asking her out.

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Well sir that seems to be someone else's problem.