I only have one "what if" that I think about. I used to think about it a lot, but as the years march forward it is slowly moving to the back of my mind.

What if.... I had the courage to tell my friend that I would be with her and that she should have her child and I would take care of them both.

Now just so you all don't think I'm a cad, the child wasn't mine. We were both 17 at the time and as it turned out she had an abortion. I still care very much about her but she has a husband and a family now. That is my only What if.

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"...I won't be your winter...and I won't be anyones excuse to cry."

"Even heroes have the right to bleed."

"I'm wakin up at the start of the end of the world