yes, folks, i went to see the doctor today and that was after i spent my planning period crying at least 3 times over nothing. she thinks i'm suffering from seasonal affected disorder and gave me meds to help me deal with it. she warned me that they're not going to work right away and i'm still going to feel every emotion that i should just not just right from one to another. i'm going to be on the meds for a minimum of 4 weeks and she said that if it works alright for me, i'll get a full blown prescription. as far as my body naturally making the hormones, fine. i already know that when i go to get off them, it's going to be a gradual process...god knows you're not supposed to kill that stuff cold turkey. all i have to say is that there are very few people that i work with that are going to know that i'm on pills because god forbid any of the kids find out...hell will break loose. i appreciate those who showed genuine concern. we shall see within a week how i'm doing and in another 4 what the diagnosis is.

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