Just to let u know that im a bit happier now than i was back then for the moment anyway. Im not quite so jealous and have kind of realised that i have to get on wioth stuff and accept theor relationship even though at times it is harder said than done.
Sometimes i wonder though if things would have been more easier for me if we hadnt have slept together and i didnt feel so close to him because of that. Anyway i was happy on Saturday cause i spoke to him over the mike for an hour so that made my weekend. Thanks for anyone who has relpied to my post by the way u guys are the best.