no no its not that im worrying about him "preferring" porno to me, its not that at all that hasnt happened and i dont believe it will ever. I just dont really like it and i realize its my own insecurities but im not going to be ashamed if he wants girls like that he can go get em im not lke that and i never will be. He doesnt want me like that, he explained he doesnt wanna see dick in porn and that there just tits and ass and he wouldnt go near those "skanky little hos" And we went to a porn shop on valentines and got ourselves a toy or two (one as a gaggift for a friends bday) And yeah we had fun, i recall him saying one time that he feels inferior to my vibrator, well now he knows how it feels and now he feels guilty. Im not trying to make him feel guilty, masturbation is masturbation, theres a lot of attractive people. But we just discussed it and he said as long as im not comfortable with it than i dont have to worry and that he doesnt even want it around if it makes me feel insecure. So im happy. I will never allow it to be the "appetizer" or something ot get you ready for hte main course, FUCK THAT, if he wants to get hard to other bitches and than fuck me...while hes probably thinking of them sexin eachohter up he can get the fuck out. I dont think its asking much at all, he doesnt either, so everythings worked out now and were talking a lot more about whta lead up to me being insecure.

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