Paprclphd thank you for the advice

Vigil thank you I understand what your saying. I have great communication with her and that is what counts.

Loulabelle thank you for keeping it real. You made alot of sence and i understand that her past is just that. I tell her that its not a bad thing and she should never be sorry for anything that happend before me and I explain how i feel about it. Nothing negative to her. Its my brain and it makes me think way too much in the bedroom while we are having sex. Yupper its all my problem atm.

Cowgirltease well its more of a "why cant I be the best without it" type issue. I understand that I have nothing that can vibe like the bullet and I know for a fact that she has a problem cumming without me in bed with her. So its a pety male thing maybe. It would be like if man would want to watch porn everytime he had sex with a woman since it makes it better. I am sure the woman would feel the same way.

THANK YOU AGAIN ALL!!!!

Hocque