Before we got married, my wife and I intended to sexually be with other people. Especially the thought of another couple turned us on. In fact, the idea first came from her, and I looked for the possibilities in Turkey, where we live.

I found some people, but to my disappointment, she resigned. Maybe because we had become close to fulfill the fantasy, maybe because I was very eager. The subject became a taboo later, when she was pregnant and we had a baby.

I am still eager to experience this and only with her but cannot bring up the subject again.